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the hardest thing for me is to totally let go and surrender not because i don't trust God but my Flesh the bible says the spirit is willing but my flesh is weak there is no temptation known unto man that can't be broken right but first you have to surrender 
 i don't know but here is poem in my heart

lord here i am broken and unworthy
lord here i stand in the presence of the holy of holiese
lord i am scared i can't see the road that you paved for me
lord take my hand take me from this carnal state of mind
lord here's my heart don't give it back it's yours not mine
i just need to get a way to find a secret place where i can cry my tears
and let you hear my fears these chains need to be loosed
God you hold the key
blind me of this world i surrender who i am lord please loose me

to be continued
 

I am obessed with locs,dreadlocks nappy kinky coiled hair.

I am envious of the sistas and brothas sporting this style flauting the hair God blessed them with, while i continue to manipulate my crown of glory with chemical posions until it's damaged and yet society calls it beautiful. Funny how natural is ugly permed dyed fried is prefered.

i need some help everything the lord God created is GOOD my hair is no exception.

I can't wait to gather enough courage to cut this dead weight off and let my crown flow afro flowing ,locks swaying proud of who God made me.

but until then i watch loc tutorials on youtube and wish that was me

he who the son sets free is free indeed~